Monday, July 12, 2010
Some pictures
Ang Evil Triplets
Nose bleed
Sunday, July 11, 2010
FIFA
Spain versus the Netherlands
Powerful team against the underdog...
Who shall win...
I'll go with the Orange team...
Confuse me
I have kissed a lot of girls before. Not a question about kissing them. I have had girlfriends. But until I realized that I am not for them. I even tried to pretend that I am straight, which kills me, my own identity. And even gave me a kid. Yes, I have one. Out of wedlock.
I went out at the age of 25. Yes. I am out, if they will ask me about my preference, I answered them “Yes!” I can be as loud as I can in certain places. I have embraced the true me, which created a very good impressions among my peers. And gave a certain respect for me.
I have had several girlfriends and had boyfriends as well. One lasted 2 yrs. And the shortest is just 3 months. But all were serious. I had flings, if I am single. I always on my best trying to be faithful as much as possible.
But lately, I cannot be faithful as I can as a result of certain circumstances that I am on the interlude of avenging last break-up. Well, sad to say, we are 3 guys in 1 partner at the same time. It was hard to accept at first then I gave up. I was just hearing things about my ex-boyfriend from my friends but I didn't mind it at first, still tried to save what ever I can. Could that be love? That was my question... But it was not. It was just plain stupidity.
Just some thoughts of having an older guy as a partner would be more secure. But I was wrong. It just merely laid on the things based on trust and given situation.
And lately, I am not sure what is going on. I am kissing girls. My friends are teasing me if I was just playing or acting or pretending to be gay. I just answered: No, I am gay.
But the funny thing on it, I am enjoying kissing girls lately.
Or I am just confused?
NO way.
Though I am single, I could probably have a girlfriend? Since I am not dating any guys.
Either ways, what ever can make me happy, that'll be it.
And I am still gay.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Iwanan
For the last couple of days wala akong ginagawa...
Tambay sa office para may sweldo... Mag-coffee sa Starbucks Eastwood pag may time.
And then...
Around June, alam na namin ang balita, so lahat kami nag-aalala. Maraming tanong: "Pano na tayo?" "Anong nangyari?" "San na tayo?"
Ang mga sagot galing sa mga taong feeling nila sila ang Dyos: Don't worry, maraming openings sa ibang accounts, pwede kayo dun. We all know how you guys work, you are better than you think.
Flaterring na mga words from them and then, here comes the sad ending...
Sabi nga nila "Finish Strong"
Indeed, we finished strong among the other sites, but in reality, we didn't. Nang-iwan sila.
Sabi nga nila: The captain should be the last person to jump off a sinking ship.
Pero ang nangyari... Yung captain ang nauna. At yung mga naiwan na tauhan nya... Wala syang plan to save them. Maybe he/she has plans, we don't know. I can't read there minds. Pero one thing lang ang sure dun... Mga favourites nila yun.
Sa isa sa mga huling umpukan nang mga pinuno, nagpag-usapang nga yun. Sabi nang punong-nakatataas, puno na ang linya nang mga General sa grupo nila. Kaya nag-tanong ang isa: So wala nang pag-asa? Sa ibang grupo na lang?
Anga sagot lang: "Wag na kayo umasa... May deal kasi na uunahin muna yung iba galing sa kabilang tanggapan... Kahit na dito sa grupo natin, hindi na kayo pwde."
Yun! After several weeks, yun... yung 2 na kasama sa umpukan ay sinama nila. At hanggang ngayon, 3 na lang kaming walang direksyon ang karera sa organisasyon. Hays. Kapagod. Mag-aantay na lang? Kelan?
At bakit yung komang na tanong amoy lupa na mukhang tricycle driver ay may sinabing: After this week, pag nasa kanila na ko... Bahala na yung HR sa inyo.
Pag-may meeting pa naman at coaching, lagi nilang bilin: ACCOUNTABILITY at OWNERSHIP?
Eh yung tinuturo pala nila eh hindi nila kayang gawin. Hindi sila maruning nang ACCOUNTABILITY. At bakit may dis-OWNERSHIP statement pa sya?
Ewan! Karma na lang...