Some pictures

Hindi naman ako mahilig sa photography, gamit ko lang ay isang regular na digital camera... Mag kuha ko nang minsan akong umuwi sa aming probinsya.

Bago man lang ako umalis nang bansa sa katapusan o sa August may kuha ako... Babalik pa naman ako... Pero gusto ko may makikita ako pag-alis ko...

Mamimiss ko ito pati na rin ang Manila.

Training lang naman yun... So saglit lang naman...

Next stop... London...

Ang Evil Triplets

Though we have parted ways, Badinggerzie, me and SadieGirl always find time to meet up.

Yesterday evening we went out to watch Knight and Day. Since we are way over The Twilight Saga dahil isa na itong malaking craze. We will watch it na lang by next week before tanggalin sa cinemas.

SadieGirl and me got there first. Malamang si Badinggerzie ay late, as always. I got there first, around 5:30PM , I went to Starbucks Araneta and na-bombard ako sa dami nang tao. At bigla kong napansin ang college shirt nang mga taong dumadaan. Isa lang ang ibig sabihin nun, may UAAP or kakatapos lang nang game. ADMU at kung ano mang school yun na tinalo nang Blue Eagles. Oh well, Blue Eagle yun eh. Malamang talo ang kalaban nang walang kaabog-abog (FYI: i am not from ADMU.) Not unless, DLSU or UST and FEU or UE ang kalaban nila. Warla yun.

So yun, I bought iced-caramel machiatto venti with extra shot nang espress na sugar-free vanilla done upside down. Nosebleed or hirap sabihin sa barita. After I got my order, I went outside to smoke and watch the crowd. Daming cuteness, fresh, young, hip and cool na mga boys. Literal na boys - re: bata. Mega text ako kay Badinggerzie: "Te, nasan ka na? Magkasama na kami ni SadieGirl, at ang daming utao dito. Daming bargain." Wit pala nya na-getlaks yung text ko. Reply nang veklush: "On the way na ko. Anong bargain?" Wit na lang ako nag-reply. Deamaness na ko and in reality, wit pa kami magkasama ni SadieGirl. Yun. After certain minutes of moments, nagtext si SadieGirl - "I am here na. I will just withdraw sa BDO. Ang haba nang pila." Reply ko: "Go. Puntahan kita dyan." While walking super crowded talaga sa mall at hirap akong maglakad without my eyeglasses at nabubunggo ako sa tao.

While walking, nagtext si SadieGirl: "Im here in front of PRP." So dun ko na lang sya pinuntahan and we got Badinggerzie text na nasa Starbucks na sya, so we went there to meet him at decided to eat sa Wendy's. Since 6:15PM pa lang nung time na yun, megachikahan kami sa Wendy's tungkol sa extinction na nagaganap sa office.

Then after eating movie na. Funny naman yung movie. Pero bakit langgi at kailangang naturukan nang drugs si Cameron dun sa movie? Oh well, yun ang gusto nang script writer.

So, after the movie, we went to Starbucks again to smoke and to make more chism at napag-usapan ang tungkol sa exticntion at ilang chismis sa mga taong involve at pulitika sa account na napuntahan ni Badinggerzie.

Then we concluded the night.

Nose bleed

Habang wala pang kaming account, tambay muna kami sa 27th floor, sa isang sulok nang production floor kung saan sa kabilang bay ay grupo nang trainees. Malamang nagte-training sila, since may scarcity nang training rooms sa aming office, minsan sa isang area na walang nagko-calls ginaganap ang training.

Lat week, isang hindi pa ganap nang trainer ang nagtuturo. Nosebleed kaming mga floating team leads habang gumagawa nang reports. Si kuya (or ate... pero malamang ate isa syang ate) ang subject at verb ay pinag-aaway. Ang tenses niya super tensed kung tutuusin. Grabe! Siguro hindi lang nya kami pinapansin habang may mahinang pagtawa. At parang hindi nya alam ang difference nang singular at plural.

Hindi ko mawari kung ganun lang ba talaga pag ang account ay British/UK account. Pero malamang sa hindi. At hindi ko rin alam kung bakit yung tao na yun ang nag-facilitate nang training. Ganun na ba ka-worst yung standard nang aming super friend na si G? Sana naman hindi. Though hindi naman yata nya pinakikialaman ang training nang account na to.

Anyhow, ito week naman na ito, ang kanilang trainer ay isang dating OFW na nagtrabho sa Dubai at 4 years na sya sa aming "manal" na company. At isa na syang ganap na trainer. He's is better than the others at ang accent nya ay isa nang "bloody British one." Mas okey compare dun sa isa. Pero nosebleed pa rin kami.

Hindi ko alam kung dahil hindi kami sanay sa British account pero no choice kami while gumagawa nang reports.

Yun. Bahala na si Batman. At malamang daot ang aabutin nang mga trainers na ito sa amin. He he he!!!

FIFA

Game na!

Spain versus the Netherlands

Powerful team against the underdog...

Who shall win...

I'll go with the Orange team...

Confuse me

Yes...

I have kissed a lot of girls before. Not a question about kissing them. I have had girlfriends. But until I realized that I am not for them. I even tried to pretend that I am straight, which kills me, my own identity. And even gave me a kid. Yes, I have one. Out of wedlock.

I went out at the age of 25. Yes. I am out, if they will ask me about my preference, I answered them “Yes!” I can be as loud as I can in certain places. I have embraced the true me, which created a very good impressions among my peers. And gave a certain respect for me.

I have had several girlfriends and had boyfriends as well. One lasted 2 yrs. And the shortest is just 3 months. But all were serious. I had flings, if I am single. I always on my best trying to be faithful as much as possible.

But lately, I cannot be faithful as I can as a result of certain circumstances that I am on the interlude of avenging last break-up. Well, sad to say, we are 3 guys in 1 partner at the same time. It was hard to accept at first then I gave up. I was just hearing things about my ex-boyfriend from my friends but I didn't mind it at first, still tried to save what ever I can. Could that be love? That was my question... But it was not. It was just plain stupidity.

Just some thoughts of having an older guy as a partner would be more secure. But I was wrong. It just merely laid on the things based on trust and given situation.

And lately, I am not sure what is going on. I am kissing girls. My friends are teasing me if I was just playing or acting or pretending to be gay. I just answered: No, I am gay.

But the funny thing on it, I am enjoying kissing girls lately.

Or I am just confused?

NO way.

Though I am single, I could probably have a girlfriend? Since I am not dating any guys.

Either ways, what ever can make me happy, that'll be it.

And I am still gay.

Iwanan

Pauna:
For the last couple of days wala akong ginagawa...
Tambay sa office para may sweldo... Mag-coffee sa Starbucks Eastwood pag may time.
And then...


Around June, alam na namin ang balita, so lahat kami nag-aalala. Maraming tanong: "Pano na tayo?" "Anong nangyari?" "San na tayo?"

Ang mga sagot galing sa mga taong feeling nila sila ang Dyos: Don't worry, maraming openings sa ibang accounts, pwede kayo dun. We all know how you guys work, you are better than you think.

Flaterring na mga words from them and then, here comes the sad ending...

Sabi nga nila "Finish Strong"

Indeed, we finished strong among the other sites, but in reality, we didn't. Nang-iwan sila.

Sabi nga nila: The captain should be the last person to jump off a sinking ship.

Pero ang nangyari... Yung captain ang nauna. At yung mga naiwan na tauhan nya... Wala syang plan to save them. Maybe he/she has plans, we don't know. I can't read there minds. Pero one thing lang ang sure dun... Mga favourites nila yun.

Sa isa sa mga huling umpukan nang mga pinuno, nagpag-usapang nga yun. Sabi nang punong-nakatataas, puno na ang linya nang mga General sa grupo nila. Kaya nag-tanong ang isa: So wala nang pag-asa? Sa ibang grupo na lang?

Anga sagot lang: "Wag na kayo umasa... May deal kasi na uunahin muna yung iba galing sa kabilang tanggapan... Kahit na dito sa grupo natin, hindi na kayo pwde."

Yun! After several weeks, yun... yung 2 na kasama sa umpukan ay sinama nila. At hanggang ngayon, 3 na lang kaming walang direksyon ang karera sa organisasyon. Hays. Kapagod. Mag-aantay na lang? Kelan?

At bakit yung komang na tanong amoy lupa na mukhang tricycle driver ay may sinabing: After this week, pag nasa kanila na ko... Bahala na yung HR sa inyo.

Pag-may meeting pa naman at coaching, lagi nilang bilin: ACCOUNTABILITY at OWNERSHIP?

Eh yung tinuturo pala nila eh hindi nila kayang gawin. Hindi sila maruning nang ACCOUNTABILITY. At bakit may dis-OWNERSHIP statement pa sya?

Ewan! Karma na lang...